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I AM too upfront. When I'm commenting on others, I really say what I have in my mind. Everyone says so too. My parents for instance (they're like your most reliable 'mirror' of your own self!). Ibu selalu pesan, "Cakap jangan main sedap mulut aje... Jaga sikit hati orang" & I always ignore it. Well... sometimes I remember la those wisdom words but unfortunately tonight I forgot the talisman to good relationship - by being too upfront with my boyfriend.
I just told him that he's too... (this post has been edited after several consideration not to mention complaints by the subject).
Hmmm... "Honesty is the best policy" but being too honest you just get yourself into trouble. Like the 'carpool episode', I just complicated my life further *sigh...*
To my dearest Hafiz... I'm really sorry for what I've said that hurt you so... I'm in a mess and trying to gather my life back one by one... I hope you'll be patient with me. I love you!
"I got too big. I had to deflate myself. I needed to come back down to earth"
Ever think that your parents sucks 'coz they nag all the time? Your sister likes to bully you? Your brother keeps on using your stuff without asking? The cats littered on your favourite shoes? In short you just feels like you don't want your family now and if they can be replaced with something you will surely replace them? Think again...because they are irreplaceable. This time let's see things in a better light...
Your parents nag 'coz they love you, and ONLY wants the best for you... (because they know you're prone to trouble)
Your eldest brother never forgets you, he is just occupied...
Your sister bullies you because she loves you so much and cannot part with you...
And that brother who keeps using your things without asking is actually trying to teach you the meaning of 'sharing'...
All of them have their own way of showing that they love you, that they care for you. So, love them back by showing your own brand of love!!
P/S: That cat that littered on my shoes died a few years back... She just wanted some attention... A tribute to Nenet!! I missed you!